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Sometime round about 1900, a witch summoned a hellhound as a familiar.

He didn't mind it, hellhounds are loyal after all, and if some of her spells left him tired and drained, well, that was what he was there for, to keep her from using too much of her own energy for things. That and to eat the souls of her victims, sometimes.

But then, in the early 1970s, she ran afoul of a much stronger coven.

She was quite quickly banished to hell, but the hellhound couldn't be allowed to go with her, because, well, hellhounds are loyal and she was powerful and would have been able to use him to escape.

So the hellhound was made human, figuring that sixty, seventy, even eighty years if he was lucky would be enough time for the witch to have been consumed, so that even when the human-that-had-been-a-hellhound died, and Death herself realized that he was definitely not where, or what, he was supposed to be, she'd send him back.

But then one Charles Rowland kind of fucked up that whole plan by dying young and immediately running away from Death herself.

So the ghost-who-was-the-boy-who-was-the-hellhound has no idea what he was, or still is, under it all.

But, after a trip through hell to save his best friend (Hellhounds are loyal, after all) and time spent in a familiar position -though not a familiar kitchen- after that has been enough to knock a few things loose...

Date: 2025-01-07 10:02 pm (UTC)
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"Hmm, we may have to repeat this many times then. For research," Edwin said with a playful smile. He couldn't believe how giddy he felt over Charles calling him so dearly. It was almost embarrassing. "I shall look into it, later. The last thing I wish is to hurt you again."

But if this meant they had more magic, more power, and even more control? Edwin could barely believe the possibilities they could have... But everything was in due time. For now, he was just glad his lube worked and he could connect Charles in a completely new way. Even after all these years.

Date: 2025-01-11 07:04 pm (UTC)
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And they did research indeed. Extensive. And pleasurable. It was a kind of research Edwin didn't have to convince Charles too much to participate in. The bond became intense and something they could use like their everyday tools. And it was great. It was... aces.

Edwin could not have been happier. With Charles being so close to him, bonded to him. With their feelings finally settled. With Charles' nature being an asset to the agency rather than a painful mystery. And the way the coven was handling them ever since that evening? Oh, Edwin loved it if he was honest. They were handled with caution, and with a bit of disgust, but with some newly found respect too.

So Edwin had no idea why... why would he think about horrible scenarios from time to time. He would be in the middle of writing notes or interrogating a witness or a new client, and he would think in the back of his mind about what if Charles got hurt, or worse, taken? What if his magic backfired again? What if he lost him in a mirror maze again...? Edwin was used to these kinds of thoughts even before this and he was trying to ignore them. But with his intense feelings for Charles the thoughts of losing him, however unfounded they may have been, were also more intense. They usually got worse when he was exhausted.

It was a particularly heavy case, involving a demon and a sacrifice. It took them days to solve it. It was one of those examples when a man lied and killed the one he was supposed to love for eternity. Sometimes power got too tempting it ruled everything out in people. And it was always, always ugly. It was... bad. And getting rid of a demon was worse, even with Edwin's powerful magic and with the help of the coven.

By the time they got back to the office, Edwin felt himself being so faint his image was almost see-through.

"Now, Charles, can you get me the..." Edwin said as he stepped out of the mirror, and turned back to close the portal. Only to see something in it as he looked at the reflective surface again. When he realized he was staring at Despair of the Endless, he froze. When his thoughts got bad, he did spot her in some mirrors, in the window, looking at him. This time, however, it felt different. She was there looking at him as if she wanted him to...Yes, yes this was the same as in Hell... But before Edwin could yell, step back, or do anything, his body moved, ducking back into the mirror, and arriving in the room full of mirrors. And the friend he'd involuntarily made.

"I missed you, Payne," she smiled.

Date: 2025-01-11 11:15 pm (UTC)
uptightboy: (uh)
From: [personal profile] uptightboy
Not her, not now... Edwin thought. He looked down at his hands, they were more solid but he still felt faint. He also noted he was wearing his nightclothes from the day he died. Ah... his true form then. His throat tightened as he looked back up at the Endless. He hoped they would never meet again, not like this.

"What is the meaning of this?" Edwin asked, his voice was weaker than he expected. As if it was too weak from all the begging... He took a trembling breath even if he never needed it. "Why am I here again?"

Despair smiled still but she looked almost bashful. She looked around the hall, reaching for the closest mirror to her, and brushing it with her fingers. It reminded Edwin of a younger girl, too shy to state what they wanted. It didn't make him feel any better.

"I need to go back to Charles, he is going to be worried for me," Edwin tried.

"You're prettier when you aren't with him. You're with him a lot. A lot. Now be with me. I'm lonely," she said, pouting as she walked to another mirror, looking into it.

"You cannot just whisk me away like this, I-"

"I can do whatever I want!" she snapped, her shy demeanor dropping for a second. Edwin closed his eyes grabbing at his arm to try and shield himself.

"Please tell me how long do I have to stay?"

"Until I'm done with you," she sighed, looking around. "How long does a ghost last?" she asked, as if just out of curiosity. Edwin could not answer her. But he suddenly heard Charles' voice, faintly, so faintly that Edwin wasn't even sure he did and not just imagined it. So he turned to the nearest mirror, only to find Charles looking back at him. But not seeing him.

"Charles!" Edwin yelled, and without even thinking about it, he reached for their bond too.

Date: 2025-01-12 03:04 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] uptightboy
Edwin watched in helpless anger as Charles was looking for him. He could see his mouth move but he couldn't hear what he was saying. Edwin fisted his hands and turned to the Endless again. The last thing he wanted was to stay here, to deal with whatever this entity, one of the pillars of existence, he reminded himself, wanted to do with him. As if she was bored and found a shiny bug to torture. Edwin just wanted to go back to Charles, spend some time in his console bowl with the scalloped edge to regain his strength, and just hold onto Charles until he was ready to face the world and their cases again.

"You must let me go back to him! I cannot stay here," Edwin yelled. He could have taken on any other challenge. Any witch, or creature or spell, anything. But not an Endless. Not something that was a part of reality itself. How could he fight something like that?

"No. But you can call out to him all you like," she smiled. "Go on. Call him," she taunted. Edwin knew it was because she thought it was meaningless. And it did make him hesitate. She liked this. She liked to see him squirm like this...

Edwin angrily wiped his tears from his eyes and looked at the mirror again.

"Charles!" he screamed as if the volume of his voice would make any difference. He reached for their bond too, feeling it but the end of it felt like it was disappearing into something that is grey and endless.

Date: 2025-01-13 03:47 pm (UTC)
uptightboy: (idek man)
From: [personal profile] uptightboy
"Charles..." Edwin saw the boy say something once again but he couldn't make out what. And when he ducked into the mirror, he disappeared for a moment. Edwin could feel him through their bond but he was nowhere. Until Edwin turned his head to look at another mirror, as if only by chance, and spotted Charles there. "Charles!" he shouted, taking a step toward that mirror, only to lose Charles again.

Despair chuckled and the sound felt like an emptiness blooming in Edwin's chest. He grabbed at his undershirt as he kept looking around the Hall of Mirrors. And as he suspected he could see which mirror would show Charles to him, as if he could follow him but couldn't contact him. Charles was circling them. He knew, he felt it! He was on the right track and Edwin felt dread in his stomach. Because how could someone reach the realm of the Endless? Charles could learn more about mirror travel but not even Edwin could visit outside of reality... that was insane! And yet Edwin kept calling, kept yanking at their bond even if it felt like trying to pull a dog through iron bars... impossible and torturous. But he couldn't stop. Because if he stopped, it would mean...

"See? We are already having fun," Despair smiled, and she seemed genuinely happy. Edwin felt like choking. The only thing that saved him from a panic attack was that he felt the bond being yanked back, from Charles' side. He immediately turned to the mirror he arrived from, seeing Charles there. The next moment a portal opened, right into the Hall.

Watching Charles stumble out of the mirror was almost unbelievable. Edwin could barely believe that it was truly happening. But the moment he saw him, in the state when he found him all those years ago and the sudden shift told him that yes, this was Charles. Truly, int was him.
"Charles," Edwin gasped, hugging the hound's neck to hold him close. "Good boy, you are... you did it..." he panted, realizing that his magic was in chaos.

"No!" Despair screamed. And Edwin could finally feel what it was about. He could feel their bond still doing overtime, still burning just to keep Charles here. To keep them together. "I don't need him!"

"But I do," Edwin said before he could stop himself. The Endless screamed in frustration again and that was when Edwin felt it. The snap. The breaking of the bond. Edwin had felt something similar before, in Hell. It sounded, and felt, exactly like losing a limb. It left him breathless, and cold and... at the edge of panic again. He felt around Charles' neck hoping he just imagined it but he could not find the collar.

"Then go! You ruined our game," Despair yelled. "I call you when you're not so mean anymore!" Which sounded horrifying but not as horrible as the fact that Edwin could not feel Charles' bond anymore. He was only half aware of how they were both shoved into one of the mirrors, all he could focus on was to hold onto Charles as tight as he could otherwise would lose him.

Date: 2025-01-14 10:34 pm (UTC)
uptightboy: (uh)
From: [personal profile] uptightboy
Edwin had his eyes closed. All he knew was that he felt Charles in his arms, and he felt the boy also hug him. But other than that... there was nothing. And it was heavy. It was so heavy that Edwin didn't want to open his eyes, or let Charles go. His clothes shifted back to his usual school uniform but his image wasn't as face as when he was taken. Not, it was more... a bit distorted at the edges.

"Charles?" he asked and at the same time he had heard the other's voice. "Yes..." Edwin stuttered. But these exchange of words. The fact that they were talking meant that what he felt wasn't just because of Despair. It truly happened. He forces one of his hands to go up to Charles' neck to check again. And the collar wasn't there. Not that Edwin couldn't feel the absence of it... The realization hit him hard. His eyes filled with tears as he pulled away and looked at Charles to see, to truly see that they weren't bonded anymore.

Edwin felt panic, rage, and fear all at the same time.

"No, no, no," he started as he got more and more alarmed. "Do not- no..." he breathed, even if he didn't need any air. The last time he felt like this was when the spider found him just when he found the exit and he couldn't escape that time. Almost free but taken away at the last minute. It ruined him for years. "Charles..." Edwin said his name without even realizing it. He was already thinking of a plan. A plan. He knew what to do, yes, oh yes he knew...

Date: 2025-01-15 06:09 pm (UTC)
uptightboy: (angry)
From: [personal profile] uptightboy
Edwin's breath was heavy and stuttering even if no air was involved. And yet he felt like he was going to choke. He shook his head, his attention didn't leave Charles' neck. It was bare. Without a collar, and without his crest.

He opened his mouth to say something but he couldn't. Edwin knew the binding spell by heart at this point, and he had multiple copies of it too. Not that he had ever expected it to break, not like this. But it calmed him when he was nervous to recite it under his breath and go through the steps of it. All the supplies it needed were their own magic.

"She will... She will come back if we don't hurry..." Edwin said, shaking his head. They needed to hurry. Because of Despair, right? Yes. That was it. That was why Edwin could not bear the thought of getting up from here and going on without feeling those bonds. There was no way he could go on without them. Not for a week. Not for a day. "I can- I can make it again, Charles, I shall..." Tears were flowing down his cheek as he tried to remember the spell, and tapping into his barely empty supply of strength to gather his magic. And he could feel it; that there was no Charles to help. Edwin gave a frustrated sound.

Date: 2025-01-16 06:53 pm (UTC)
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Despair didn't need mirrors. She needed something shiny, reflective, anything. Because that was where Edwin could see her when things got tense. And if she came and took him... Charles wouldn't be able to find him without the bond.

Edwin shook his head, not entirely sure why. If he wanted to deny Charles, if he wanted to get rid of the ugly thoughts in his head, he wasn't sure. The breath he took was ragged, and heavy, despite no air being involved. He grabbed Charles' hands when he felt like he was going to lose it more. But he knew that tone of Charles, he knew that he needed to calm down. But with the case, and then Despair, and the sensation of the bond snapping... it was too much.

"It was my fault, I should have been more prepared," Edwin cried. Finally his body wasn't as tense, he finally had the strength to cry instead of that panicked gagging.

Date: 2025-01-16 10:13 pm (UTC)
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Edwin closed his eyes when he felt Charles's hand in his nape, then the hug. He started to calm down slowly. But he was glad for the hold because he truly felt like he was going to fall apart.

And yes, the bond... it did its job spectacularly.

"Charles, it was you," Edwin whispered, his voice hoarse. But his form was no longer distorted. "You did it, calling back from the other end of it," he said.

Edwin was also glad that Charles wasn't in a hurry to get up. He probably couldn't get his legs moving for a while anyway.

"Thank you," Edwin added gently, settling against Charles.

Date: 2025-01-16 11:05 pm (UTC)
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"I wish to stay like this for a bit longer," Edwin whispered with closed eyes. He could feel Charles under him and it felt good. A stray, embarrassing thought also told him that if he had the strength he'd make love to Charles then and there. But all he could do was lay on top of him and hope to keep his sanity. "And then, I doubt I'll have much strength for a while." So yes, orb time. And he did like the dish, it felt safe. Something he needed to feel right now.

"And then, when I do have strength, I shall take you..." he muttered. "Bind you. Keep you..."

Date: 2025-01-17 08:36 pm (UTC)
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Edwin's chuckle was weak and soft. He remembers the fun they had at some of those spots. And it was amusing to listen to Charles list them.

"Indeed, right in that order," Edwin said then finally lifted his head. He flashed a tired smile at Charles then leaned in to kiss him. "I love you, Charles. I love you so much." He didn't want to leave him but he felt his body getting weaker now that he was calmer. He knew it didn't take long to recharge for him in his orb form and still, Edwin didn't want to leave Charles 'alone'. So he tried to fight it, to get just a few more minutes with Charles before they had to 'part' for a while.

Date: 2025-01-18 04:56 pm (UTC)
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Before Edwin could once again remark how silly it was of Charles to call being an orb a roleplaying term he was gone. Giving out a soft, pale light on Charles' chest as a small, glowing spirit orb.

He spent a couple of hours in such a state, enjoying the bowl as always. At the beginning it was a slightly stressful experience, as Edwin felt quite vulnerable in this state. But Charles' presence and finding a fitting place solved that issue for him.

When he was ready to possess his spectral form again, he floated out with the intention to find Charles again; a barely conscious decision on his part but ever since they had become closer it happened every time. Because he wanted to be close when he popped back to his spectral existence.

Date: 2025-01-18 11:41 pm (UTC)
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Edwin popped back into his body in a soundless flash, standing by Charles as he was half lying on the desk. Something warm bloomed in Edwin's chest as he was just regarding him for a bit. Then he reached to put a hand in Charles' shoulder to warn him of his presence then leaned in to kiss his ear.

Edwin noted the tidiness of the office, and the space Charles created for them. The lack of mirror was a good touch.

"Thank you, Charles," Edwin whispered into his ear. "For taking care of us," he said, his hand involuntarily sliding to the boy's nape. Edwin did feel a moment of alarm at the lack of collar again but it helped that he had the strength and the wits to start creating it again. "Let me know when you are ready and I shall get started," he said, leaning to kiss Charles' ear again. "I love you."

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